If you couldn’t tell from my post The Brattiest Brat There Ever Was I spent the majority of the week all discombobulated … spiralling down a whirlpool of guilt over my love affair with sugar.
Fortunately, that didn’t last very long because when I woke up this morning, I felt completely indifferent to what was about to go down on the scale. I was fairly certain that I had done some damage to my hard earned success but at the same time I was kind of cool with it.
So, I was surprised when I saw that I weighed in at 206.8.
This was far better than I had anticipated. This is only .6 pounds off from my lowest weight since starting the blog.
I basically had a free day from Thursday-Tuesday. That’s almost a whole week off.
A part of me feels like I should fake disappointment just for your benefit. I am writing a weight loss blog after all… shouldn’t the weight keep going down?
Strangely, I am at a loss of any kind of guilt or self loathing. I just don’t have it in me to hate myself today because the truth is… I feel pretty awesome.
How did your week go?
I’ve been keeping in mind your comments that weight loss is kinda boring, helps me not get too worked up about my mini plateau right now. Although I do expect that to change soon, by going up. I’m giving myself five lbs for my birthday and eating whatever I want this weekend. Yum!
Yay… Happy Birthday!!!
Awesome – way to not have the numbers on the scale determine how you feel about yourself. Because we’re so much more!